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Name: star
Gender: Female


Interests: MASHED POTATOES!. ex-boyfriends. my best friends. photographs. blue eyeliner. concerts. swings. lollipops. open minded people. singing and dancing. parks. eating babies. lunch with ray and brittany. oven mitts. acoustic guitar. mike piwowar scr[emo]. chorus. french. coloring in art. SEX. painting. fashion. your mom.
Expertise: ME, slutttts.
Occupation: street walker [you wish]


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Member Since: 8/23/2003

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

BORED.

Using only song names from ONE artist, cleverly answer these 15 questions.

Pick a band/artist: Good Charlotte.

1. Are you male or female: Riot Girl
2. Describe yourself: The Young & The Hopeless
3. How do you feel about yourself: Change
4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend: It Wasn't Enough
5. Describe your current boy/girl situation: Complicated
6. Describe your current location: In This World (Murder)
7. Describe where you want to be: Movin' On
8. Your best friend: The River
9. Your favorite color is: Misery
10. You know that: The World is Black
11. What's the weather: Predictable
12. If your life was a television show what would it be called: Lifestyles of the Rich and the Famous
13. What is life to you: Little Things
14. What is the best advice you have to give: Say Anything
15. If you could change your name what would you change it to: Screamer


Monday, July 27, 2009

the truth hurts.

speak the truth,
even when your voice shakes.


i dont really feel like im about to start my third year of college.
it's such a strange feeling.
going back boyfriendless.
going back with a different attitude.

going back with a new apartment!
ka-ching ka-ching.

it's about time i have my own room.
even that won't feel like home though.

its so weird.
my mom's house here in TN,
doesnt feel like home.
my dads house home in Chicago,
doesnt feel like home.
school is temporary housing.
i just want my own space to call mine.

argh.

spent the weekend and my sister's.
it's nice to see that at least she has a handle on her life.
living in her own house, with her pets and boyfriend and her brand new car.

maybe someday i'll be there.
maybe i'll actually learn how to save money.
or at the very least get my driver's license -_-

i made the wrong choice in men.
i never commit, i'm not a relationship person.
but i gave it a try.
and i gave that try my whole heart.
oh well.
shit happens.

[you tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down.]

at least i have Megan Wants a Millionaire and Real Chance of Love 2 to look forward to.

love,
star

ps.
if you ain't laughin,
you ain't livin.


Monday, April 13, 2009

Nashvegas.

&& you touch my heart when you're holding my hand

THREE MORE WEEKS OF SCHOOL.

i hate making decisions.
easy decisions, hard decisions, any decisions really.

and i hate tornadoes.
they scare the crap out of me.

i feel like everyone here was expecting me to be in a really phenomenal mood today.
meanwhile, im thinking: why should i be in a good mood when i had to leave everything i love in life?
would you be in a good mood?

didnt think so.

so i have to write a children's book using geometry vocabulary.
any suggestions for titles?

cubs win.
northside, thats whats uppppp.

i can has boyfriend?

love,
star

ps.
you know i got a man
i cant get down like that


Thursday, April 09, 2009

HOMEcoming.

hard to control myself when youre next to me

first night home, ftw.

i love this city.

& i love this boy.

& i love jr. bacon cheeseburgers!!

love,
star

ps.
we built this city on rock and roll.


Saturday, April 04, 2009

you make it easier when life gets hard

man last week sucked.
not the one that just happened, but the one before it, ya know?
i mean.
1) i almost got an F in my french class, consequently screwing me over for the rest of my college career and forcing me to go in front of my school's "honor council" for something i didn't really do.
2)my mom told me that i had to stay in the dorms next year.
which would involve living with three brand new girls a year younger than me.
unfavorable.
3) i missed a LOT of work.
so there's a start.

luckily for me, all of these problems have been fixed.
1) my french teacher loves me and trusts me and forgave me.
2) i can live in the apartments provided i pay my parents rent.
(not ideal, but i mean it's better than the other option)
3) i worked extra hours this week.

plus i have an amzing boyfriend
who talks to me on the phone for hours just to make me feel better.
that always helps. :)


so now i dont have to drop out of school and pop out babies.
although i suppose thats always an option, haha.
minus the part where there'd be no one to support me.
[lolzies, luhh you boo]

im listening to nsync.

i just love the feelin knowin i can make you smile
and i havent felt that way about someone in quite awhile


man i am lame.
im literally writing on my web blog and doing math homework on a saturday night.
but honestly?
i dont care.
im happy. :)

i must say, ill be much happier when im chicago next week though.
[4 days.]
not only do i get to see the most amazing boy on the entire planet,
i get to see my life partner and of course the fam.

i dont deserve him though.
swurrrr i dont.

i bought a snickers yesterday and it was stale
so i bought another one today to make up for it and IT was stale.
fml.

i just cant skip I'm In Love With A Stripper.
It's probably my favorite song of all time.

love,
star

ps.
feel my chest when i look at you,
baby you've got my only heart



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